Experiment 5

In the middle not the start 
Came through the air the second flying dart
It hit the man right in the arm 
Stan did not mean to cause any harm 
But the guy was furious with Stan 
I am going to kill you screamed the burly man 
As the music began to soar 
The people in the bar started to roar 
Bottles started to fly in the air 
And then a barstool came out of no where 

REI

- REI -
I love this place
It is a cool space
The prices are so high
I think I am going to cry
Anything you need for outdoors
That is if you can afford
I see the clearance rack
I found a jacket for my back
I am now a happy camper
Now to go out and scamper
I am now in the woods
With all my new goods

Experiment 4

-  INTO THE WILD -

Leave society I just might 

Off I go into the night 

Off to Alaska I go 

Living in the ice cold snow

I now live in the magic bus 

My new home is covered in rust 

Now I am wild and free 

All alone by myself just me 

I know I am going to die 

So this will be my final goodbye

MIND

       MIND

Alone I sit in my bed
With so much in my head
My head is moving so fast
All I think of is the past
It is all back there
And I am now here
My future is ahead of me
And that's all I want to see

Family Holiday Gathering

-Family Holiday Gathering -

Why is it  that every family gathering I get more depressed
I can’t make everyone happy, I try my best
Someone always gets mad at me
That’s plain to see
All I think after that is the release of death
No more warm thoughts from my breath
I’m killing myself on the inside
But I don’t show them I put on a mask and hide
So if my scars show, you will know the reason
That this shit always happens, every holiday season

Piñata

 - PINATA -

Look at this weird piñata in the tree

I am going to knock it free

It is such a weird shape 

Odd I don’t see any tape 

Now I have a big stick 

Oww what was that prick 

All I heard was buzzing 

Now I am a little fuzzy 

Nope not a piñata just a bee hive 

I am sure lucky to be alive 

Flying

 - FLYING- 

How is this kid flying 

Now he hit the floor and is crying 

Now his arm is broken bad

Ohh poor kid how sad 

He has a fake tattoo on his chest 

This is just the best 

He is so wild and free 

The tattoo said jesus loves me 

To the hospital we go 

He couldn't fly he did not know 

Now in a cast that is blue 

He hates the cast this is true 

A Trees Revenge

- A TREES REVENGE -

A lumberjack is chopping me down 

I will fall on the ground 

I have fall smack dab on him 

This situation looks grim

I crushed his whole body and head 

Now he lyes there lifeless and dead 

Ta Ta

 Losing my battle

I am losing this battle with depression
All it is is unmanaged aggression
Should I keep fighting this alone
Or should I grab some help from home
How can I fight what I can’t see
This battle is kicking the crap out of me
I am always going off and crying
I just feel like dying
So if I go
You should know
I love you all

Happy Place

We all have our happy places
We are all there with happy smiling faces
What is mine you might ask
I'll show you beyond my mask
My happy place is at the bottom of a pool
It is so nice and cool
You might think I'm strange
But I feel like I'm not in a cage
I love sitting here with no sound
I sit and lay on the pool ground
It is so quiet here
Go with me there
Please go with me
I really want you to see
What my world is like
You feel as free as a kite
The cold water everywhere
Do I dare come up for air
Should I go up to the land
That is not my plan
Go back to reality
To see the world’s fatalities
I'm going to stay longer now
You might ask how
It's always so calm
I look through the water and see my mom
My face is so blue
Yes this is true
I have little oxygen in my head
If I stay I'll end up dead
I'm on way to the top
Should I just stop
Should I go back
This is a fact
I will return to my happy place
Because it is my happy place
Yes it is my spot
It's the place I've got
Do you have a happy place
It's your own space
Go now and be free
Being down there I can be me
Have fun and find one
Out there is a tone
Open it to your friends
Show them there are no ends
It's your place to be safe
Be calm and have faith
You will get to yours
You might have to go on a tour
You will find it
A place you can sit
Now go
Just go
I'm still down here losing air
Water flows through my hair
Oh shit I'm blue in the face
I know I will return to my happy place

Drinking

- DRINKING -

Drinking is quite risky

Oh crap now I’m tipsy

Must have been the whiskey

That is what always gets me frisky  

I’m too drunk to write this stuff

The doggy goes ruff ruff ruff

Yep now I am hammered

There goes my gammmmrr

Blue Sky

- BLUE SKY-

The sky is a weird shade of gray

On this dark and gloomy day

I walk down along this river

I now begin to stutter and shiver

I can no longer feel my hands and feet

And I have had nothing to drink or eat

I will try and sleep to keep warm

I should get out this storm

Under this tree is where I will lye

And now it is time for me to die

The White Room

-THE WALLS ARE TALKING - 

     

I swear the walls are talking

Please stop all the mocking

My memory might be hazy

But I swear I am not crazy

The walls do speak

No it’s not just a creak

Maybe they are singing songs

No I am not wrong

Who cares if I am in a straight jacket

The walls are making such a racket

Why will no one believe what I say

My mind has not gone away

That’s why this room is white

I know I am right

They give a shot to stop me from talking

It usually also stops me from walking

It puts me straight to sleep

And now I don’t hear a peep

Murder

- MURDERED -

One night something snapped in Rose

She was mad I suppose

She went after her husband Randall

So she blew out the only candle

With no light, she acted quick

And extinguished the candle's wick

With no noise

And with elegant poise

She pushed the knife down

There was no sound

And without a second take

Killed him with a wooden stake

Hanging

- HANGING -

Old man Jenkins wife is dead

She is laying in their bed

She did die of old age

From sadness and not out of rage

Now so lost and broken

The old man from Hoboken

Grabs a rope and ties it around his neck

And is dead within a sec

The Siren

The Siren 

Oh boy how I hate Junior high
I would rather fucking die 
I am stuck here in this detention hall 
How I got here I can not recall 
First day as the new kid at this school
Being new is awful but at least there is a pool 

I am getting out of here 
And I am going there 
Rumors around the school 
Say a mermaid lives in the pool 

I don't believe such lies 
People say if I swim I'll die 
Why is there a lock on the gate 
This is just fucking great 

It is so rainy and gloomy 
But this pool is so roomy 
I sense I am not alone
There is someone else in this pool zone 

The rumors are true 
Who knew 
She is angry I am in the water 
But she is furious that I was able to spot her 

She wants me out her home 
All she wants is to be left alone 
She is mad and began to cry 
Now I am going to die

She swims as fast as a shark 
And she drowned me down into the dark